why is it you come into my life when I am most happy? I love myself. I’m happy. but after feeling this happiness for a few weeks, you pop into my life and bring me down. you make me hurt myself. you make my depressed. and I allow you to do it. I aid you to do it. I allow you to control me and I get hurt in the process.

please don’t hurt me too badly this time around. I don’t want you to control me fully. just aid me in working with you.

love/hate,
jo